Social Awkwardness.

Why is it I'm cursed to never know what to say so that I don't mess up my own life? I'm constantly giving people advice, and I can't ever tell if they want it or not. And I'd like to be a person for people to turn to, but I always get the impression I'm pushing everyone away, or that I've come off as a complete ass. I don't know what people want, and I keep trying to guess at it, and I always feel like I'm wrong.

It seems like whenever I'm trying to do things right, I screw up everything, yet whenever I just do something, it turns out right. It's like I've got no real control in my life, and all that it does is socially embarrass me over and over again, and make me clueless as to how everyone thinks about me.

The only problem here is, should I care what everyone else thinks? I don't know. All I know is that I don't want to be Chris. Ever. No matter how impossibly dark it gets, I don't want to be like that.

New things!

Well, I do believe I've filled this blog out. :)

Added main pic, poll, more about me, and maybe a slideshow whenever all those pictures get done uploading...

Monday...

I'm never sure what to think about days in the summer... It's almost like they blend into one large mix until you're back in school again.

I mean, you have all this fun with your friends, but does it ever matter? In the end you just go back to school, or college, or work, and it doesn't change anything.

Or, you could view it like this: A person could sit all day and not do anything because it's inconsequential, or they could go out and do something, go relieve the incessant boredom of not having something to do 24-7, and go back to school when they have to, not because it's just the next destination.

One question... Which is the right view?

GIMP Startoff

The result of my first day of playing with GIMP, the GNU-image manipulation program. They're not phenomenal, but I think they're decent.